She is forever searching for a calm place. A place she can go to. A place that is within herself.
A place of calm where no one can disrupt her calm. She needs to finally be happy instead of constantly shorting herself for the good of others.
She is losing a piece of her peace every time she goes into a state of turmoil for another.
Her reoccurring fititicous anxieties can no longer be hiden from the world.
So she separates herself from all the negativity and selfishness she can.
Toxic people no longer can hold a place in her heart or in her mind.