She feels her soul is hiding behind a door.
One that is heavy and solid and built of iron. She doesn’t think many can attempt to open that door.
She sometimes puts some extra weight against the door to prevent certain people from getting in.
On the other hand, she tends to push it open a creek for others.
The people she wants to keep pushing are often the ones who go down the stairs and give up. Assuming the door is locked, when really, it is just heavy and solid.
Don’t give up on her. She’s already half given up on herself.