You know what? It’s okay to say No. It’s okay to stand up for yourself and your beliefs, even if that is standing apart from the crowd.
You don’t have to sit there agreeing and apologizing. Stop romanticizing pain, and making excuses for your emotions. It is okay to feel.
Stop living in between. Either commit or cut it. If it isn’t useful to you, toss it.
It is okay to struggle, it is okay to be stuck, it is okay to need help. But it is not okay to feel guilty from societies long list of propaganda.
You are enough.