She has this one life. She speaks of her hopes, passions, in beautiful words to a non-listening ear; then apologized for speaking at all. Her heart is filled with love despite what she’d been through. So she writes everything down, maybe someday she will share it with the world. She writes of many things, things she cannot say out loud. She must feel all those uncomfortable feelings to move forward. Transformation is not supposed to be easy. It’s painful and ugly and hard. Facing your own demons and unraveling the lies you sold yourself. But, this needs to happen, to see the light that’s at the end of this tight, lonely tunnel. As long as it takes, she will not give in or give up, as much as she may want to. She will survive, and so will you, my darling.